A friend of mine wrote a poem: Peniel for Seth. It contained the line:
“Wrestle with me God of Jacob”

What you said reminded me of that line in the poem. I’d rather live for something and I do I think, despite too much time wrestle with God

It is a sad song and a sad video, but I love the line and thought, “All the glory that the Lord has made and the complications you could do without”. I guess that is real life.

I’d rather live for something worthwhile even if at times I need to wrestle and limp my way through. I’ve got more thoughts on that on my posts from a few months ago entitled “Say My Name” and “I See A Darkness” which you can navigate to on the search function on the front page of the blog.

This song is especially sad for me right now. My ex-girlfriend has an osteosarcoma that the chemo isn’t shrinking. Prayer seems not to help. We split months ago but I don’t want to lose her just yet.